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Penumbra Mod ([personal profile] shadowyfigure) wrote in [community profile] penumbramemes2024-11-16 04:50 pm

penumbra: test drive meme #1

TEST DRIVE MEME #1

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Hi, It's Me, Back Again

The last thing you remember is either simple or very complicated - you were asleep, or unconscious, or perhaps...you died. Whatever the circumstances, you closed your eyes at home and dreamed of a storm, and when your eyes opened again you were staring at the ceiling of your new home, injured perhaps, but with wounds bound and safe enough. For now.

Upon waking and exploring your new surroundings - a relatively nice, furnished apartment - you will discover a BlackBerry style phone, your apartment key, mail key, and a sensor for "buzzing" into the building, as well as a list of rules to live by in your new home:

1. don't use the elevator between 1:11 and 3:33 am.

2. you will receive mail from 'the building manager' shoved under your door. read it once and then burn it immediately.

3. if someone claiming to live on the fourth floor tries to speak to you, ignore them.

4. never enter the basement, or any area of the building below ground level

5. if you see a shadowy figure in the hallway, run.

The apartment you now find yourself in looks well-kept, the fridge is full, the lights are on, and the whole place looks as if whoever lived in this apartment before you simply packed up and left, minutes ago.

If you leave that apartment, you'll find yourself faced with a dim hallway that leads to a small lobby with an elevator door. You're going to have to explore this new place sometime! Why not now?

I Wear The King of the Wastelands Crown

Eventually, everyone will make their way to the lobby, the heart of the building, with its empty concierge desk and mail room. Like most of the other common areas of the building, the Lobby is a little dimly lit in a way that could be cozy or creepy depending on your perspective, with patterned carpet that hides nasty scuffs, and sturdy paint and drywall that's not likely to get broken too easily. All of it hardy and meant for a space that's open to the public.

One other major feature of the lobby of Penumbra Place is a large corkboard stationed on the wall behind the concierge desk. And on this corkboard is a large map of the city, burnt around the edges, torn and replaced with transparent tape in places, and scribbled on with large swatches of colour here and there. There are some pertinent places marked with these colours - the Dry Waste, Wet Waste, and the Chasm, as well as where Penumbra itself is located. See a picture of the markings here.

Underneath the concierge's desk can be found a small stockpile of supplies that looks strangely out of place in the dim lobby. The majority of the items look like they were salvaged or scavenged from the Dry Wastes outside, dirty and rusty and generally like a tetanus hazard from hell. The items cover a broad spectrum - shovels and pickaxes, makeshift weapons including a bat with nails driven into it, a large plastic waterskin half-full of stagnant water, first aid kits from the pharmacy that have seen better days. There are also a rather large stack of something that can't be found elsewhere in the apartment building - MREs, or meals ready to eat. These rations are light and shelf-stable for years, each providing a full day's food for an average human, and excellent for packing to eat on camping trips or expeditions.

How will you divide these spoils? Eat the MREs, or save them for an exploration mission? And what about that map?

Most importantly - just who left these items out for you to find?

I'm Drunk With My Friends

There's a treat waiting for anyone who happens to venture outside and explore the businesses that are installed in the main floor of the building - Skidooch's Pub has a welcome banner above the open doors!

Echoing off the nearby buildings, all of which are collapsed and in ruin, is the sound of cheerful music, beckoning you into the dim, somewhat timeless interior of Skidooch's. The sound of the music contrasts sharply with the grey rubble and dead silence of the rest of the world, leaving it sounding a little tinny, and are there whispered voices somewhere in that recording or are you just imagining things? Best not to dwell on it, perhaps. Better to get into the mood for a party, because that's what's going on in Skidooch's!

Anyone who enters the pub will find refreshments set up, a dance floor cleared, and a huge very-spiked punchbowl ready and waiting at the end of the bar. There are delicate crystal plates and cups for the refreshments and punch. The foods are generally...a little old-fashioned. Some of them look quite appetizing, like the huge platter of completely normal deviled eggs; others are a little less so, like the ambrosia jello cake and towering aspic that stands in a place of honour at the center of the spread. Surprisingly though, if you take a closer look and the aspic doesn't put you off your appetite, there are quite a few good foods there, including stuff you might recognize from home. The punch is, as mentioned, heavily spiked, but has a lovely light fruit punch flavour.

Once you're inside Skidooch's, the music seems to lose that weirdly-echoing tinny sound and more just like lyricless jazz music, easy to dance to and also easy to talk through. The chairs and tables are comfortable, and the dance floor is beckoning. The longer you stay inside the pub, the more you forget your troubles, feeling them slowly ease away, ebbing and flowing until they become nothing, and you're suffused with a haze of nostalgic joy, whether you've been drinking or not. Why not sit down a while and get to know your new fellow tenants?

Just don't leave the party too soon, because if you come back, all you'll find beyond those open doors at Skidooch's Pub are discordant, repetitive old music, a spread of familiar food and drink that looks rotten, crawling with maggots and flies, and a complete lack of the people you just left there. The further you creep into the pub, the darker it gets, and you walk much further than you should to reach the full depth of the pub as it was before. Eventually, you'll find yourself in pitch darkness, with only that music playing.

Dare you continue walking?

I Swear I'm Not Crying, The Sun's Just Bright

Anyone who looks out of a window facing the "inside" of the U-shape of the building will see a gorgeous courtyard garden with winding paths to wander, trees and wildflowers, and gardening patches that are ripe for the taking. The only entrance to this area is a gate in the tall wall that protects the garden from the public on the opposite side of the bottom of the U-shape of the building, featuring the security of a small pad for you to use your individual sensor to "buzz" into the gardens. The words "Back Paths" are scribbled onto this gate in red spray paint.

It's understandable that you'd want to explore the gardens, when everything else in this world seems to be, for the moment, dry and in ruins, devoid of any life save the people in Penumbra Place. All that ruin and decay can get wearing on the psyche, if you're not used to it.

Upon entering the back paths, you'll find yourself at the start of that beautiful winding path. The gardens themselves are mostly grass and idyllic wildflowers, dotted with evergreen and deciduous trees, with wide grassy patches perfect for tossing a baseball with little Timmy, and the occasional garden plot. The weather in the back paths is always balmy, like a warm spring day just after the rain, the scent of loam and petrichor perpetually lingering in the air. It's a beautiful walk!

But...shouldn't that walk have been over a while ago? Haven't we walked much further than the visible length of the path as seen from the building? The path seems to go on and on, twisting and winding through the trees and grass, and have you seen that picnic bench before or is it just identical to the last one you saw?

Whether it's for an hour or 6 hours, you wander the back paths looking for the exit, until you finally, finally come to it. That gate, spray-painted in red on this side with the words "No Return." Stepping outside the gate, you find yourself back in the post-apocalyptic backyard of Penumbra Place. Walking around the building, you're captivated by how quiet it is, with no birds or animals making noises, no traffic, no signs of life. No lights in the windows of Penumbra Place. In fact, Penumbra Place has collapsed, with no sign of the building you left behind to come into the back paths.

The only place to go is back into the back paths. Any further exploring reveals only the empty ruin of the place. And once you're back in the gardens...how long will it be until you find the real exit?

Sing To Me Sweetly, Call To Me Now

The dawning of the second day of your new existence in Penumbra Place greets you with a song. A song that's stuck in your head, that is. It's a cheerful tune, melodic, a definite earworm, but one you've never heard before. It repeats over and over again, at first easy enough to ignore, but as the day goes on it gets louder and louder, drowning out the background noise of thoughts in your brain, eventually drowning out the ability for conscious, logical thought. It dominates your brainwaves, repeating over and over again, the music cheerful but the lyrics that you somehow know much more sinister:

The only thing scary is the void in my brain
Everything is burning, I am lonely every day
I'm just a tiny cell and my body is made of clay
The only thing scary is the chasm in my brain

Will you sing along?

As the night falls, the song abruptly comes to a halt, for everyone who can hear it at the same time. And then there are monsters.

In fact, to anyone who sang the song aloud there are suddenly monsters in the building, tall and with charred-black skin, looking as if they'd been burned and wearing crowns of moss, their mouths open wide and leering, full of sharp teeth, the long, crooked fingers tipped with claws that drip blood.

Or at least that's what those who sang see their fellow tenants as. Anyone who sang the song aloud will see their fellow tenants who didn't sing as monsters trying to chase and kill them, while seeing those who did sing as they really are. Team up with your fellow singers to slay the monsters! Or, well, if you didn't sing? Time to run from whoever did!

If your character sang the song aloud, please reply in this comment thread, as whether or not they sang will be very, very important during the game's first event.

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[personal profile] stations 2024-11-18 05:03 am (UTC)(link)
There's a pause, and then a very slow, drawn-out, "Maaaaaaybe."

It's a not-unreasonable possibility, and although he's a little reluctant to trust the concept that Bucky isn't just going to go up there and immediately interrogate the Haunted Spectre Of Doom and Tomfuckery or whoever it is that maybe-lives there... they really don't have a lot of other leads to go on right now, do they? He could suggest maybe looking for some kind of computer terminal with tennant information or something, but hacking computers was always more of a Jerry (aka Leeroy, aka BigDick Swagmoney The Funky-Fresh Prince of Riverdale, aka Jeremiah Cumberbatch) thing than a Jack thing.

"The rules just say to ignore it if it tries to talk to us. They don't say anything about talking to each other in its general area, or... stalking it, figuring out where it actually lives, getting the jump on it, and gagging it before it has a chance to talk in the first place. Fucked up shit is almost always annoying precise with the wording, so loopholes and technicalities are totally fair game."

Almost always.
Usually.
Most of the time.
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probably maybe needs a cw

[personal profile] freakymagoo 2024-11-18 06:15 am (UTC)(link)
"Or we can just ignore it if it tries to talk and not do any of that weird shit," Bucky says deadpan. He's not even sure what 'it' is. Probably some harmless crazy cat granny who's lived here since 1946 who might go off on them, and the stupid 'rule' is just trying to save them an awkward situation from sitting there and having to have tea with someone who thinks 5G technology is frying their brain cells. In any case he's not going to go full kinky serial killer on anyone here.

"I'm going to check out the stairs." Then he'll decide if he's walking up or taking the lift. He'll have the chance to walk past and study the map on the way. Maybe peek into the gym and see if there's anyone else around. Or anything he'd consider weird lying around. At this stage he has no idea what he's looking for.

Would Jack like a memory-fever-dream-fantasy while he waits, or follows along? He doesn't have to, but. Don't say Bucky never takes him anywhere nice. He can always have an old, vintage boring one from yesteryear's highlight reel that aged like blue cheese, like drifting in and out of consciousness, half-lidded eyes unable to fully open or stay closed, bright orbs burning with the lumens of three adjacent suns leaving blind spots and green moving hexagons sliding across partially obscured, bent over, blurry masked and shower-capped assailants, tired and fearful eyes, the smell of burning flesh - Oh. The smell of-- my burning flesh? - welder's sparks digging under the skin on bare, exposed ribs. What are they soldering around the shoulder socket? That's not how surgery works. Can't move. Can't see. Not clearly, anyway. Swallowing razorblades, hoarse from who the hell is screaming? Are you crying? While the thick, heavy, humid panic in the air sets in. Quick. Double the dose. Put him back under. Maybe he can take the searingly hot, eyewatering pain, but Dr. Frankenstein's monster has already taken out the last four people who are torturing trying to fix him. Maybe he just needs his beauty sleep...


"...fuck is a 'Dry Waste'? New Mexico?" Is this map a joke?
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oh fuck yeah bro let's gooooo i love it lmao

[personal profile] stations 2024-11-18 12:19 pm (UTC)(link)
So... okay, yes, admittedly, now that he's reflecting back on his suggestion he recognizes how, to outside ears, it may seem like... slightly drastic measures. In his defense, if Bucky knew the kind of insanity he generally deals with, he might be a little bit more amenable to the preemptive gag precautions. Jerry would've totally been down for it, no questions asked. Rosa, on the other hand... less so.

(God, he hopes his friends are okay. Please let them be okay.)

"Cool," is all he says instead, deliberately aloof and totally chill, in the hopes that maybe it'll balance out what a psycho he probably just seemed like. "I'm gonna..."

Followed by a vague gesture in the general direction of the mailboxes. His intention had been to wander over to the one that matches his apartment number, to test out that small mailbox key he'd been left. To check and see if there was anything inside.

He doesn't get that far. His knees lock, his body freezes in place, and his eyes begin to glaze over. Vacant, unseeing, unblinking. And he...

falls.

He falls, and he falls,
and he falls, and he lands in the operating chair.
Pain, blood, lights. Burning flesh, the whir of a bone saw.
All of these things are familiar to Jack, but not like this. Not like this.



It's been a while since the last time this happened to him. He'll never get used to it, no matter how many times he experiences it. Being in someone else's mind, seeing through their eyes, feeling what they feel, their thoughts, their pain- and it's always some kind of pain. It's never, ever a memory of a trip to rainbow happy trampoline party funtime puppy surprise. It's always hurt.

When he snaps out of it, he comes-to gasping hard and heavy, the knife falling with a clatter onto the floor, and his right hand groping desperately at the shoulder of his left arm. Fingernails digging in without him even realizing it quite yet, leaving long and jagged scratches at the socket, along the pec, like he's trying to- like he wants to-

And then he's staring at Bucky, an uncommon streak of dread in his otherwise normally neutral expression. Dread, and empathy.

They couldn't fully put Jack to sleep either, when they took his leg. But it still wasn't anything like that. Not even fucking close.
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[personal profile] freakymagoo 2024-11-18 03:32 pm (UTC)(link)
Bucky is studying the map intensely, although not completely absorbed by it. He'd like to think that he's got a pretty good memory - when nobody feels so inclined to go up in there and turn his brain into scrambled eggs - and he's already identifying some places he wants to check out when he hears the knife drop. His head whips around and he takes a few long strides to close the distance between them, tilts to the right to see if there's something maybe attacking Jack from behind. There's nothing on his shoulder or behind his back though, but Bucky is aware that just because he can't necessarily see what's happening doesn't mean that nothing's happening.

"...you okay?" Why is he looking at Bucky like that? Why is he trying to rip his left arm off? It clearly hasn't occurred to Bucky that maybe Jack himself is the weird shit that he's supposed to be dealing with. He's a little quirky maybe but. Aren't they all? So far he's been harmless. That tightness in Bucky's jaw and hardness in his gaze betrays that little uptick in concern that churns in his stomach.

"Did something get you?" Bucky glances around and picks up Jack's knife, holding both his and Jack's in his left hand. He doesn't hand it over though. No shade on his competency with a knife, but at this stage he's more worried that the next time the knife drops it'll go through Jack's good foot.
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[personal profile] stations 2024-11-19 10:11 am (UTC)(link)
Unfortunately, 'Jack himself being the weird shit that needs dealt with' is an issue that has cropped up more than he's really willing to admit to right now. Down that way, there be dragons. Down that way is a long history of blood, of guilt, and of hurting more people than his mind is typically willing to let him remember. But outside of that deep, dark place he doesn't think about, he's a surprisingly gentle guy with more empathy than he even tends to realize, or let himself express.

What he saw just now, what he felt... It was fucked up. He's been tortured before — lost a finger to it, even — but it doesn't hold a candle to that.

"I-" he starts uncertainly, utterly failing to find words. He's a writer. He can be eloquent, and poetic, and he can express himself clearly and deeply in retrospect. After the fact, sitting down with a keyboard, documenting out the insanity he'd experienced, he can absolutely find all the words in the world. In the moment? Historically fucking awful, bad at conversations with strangers, bad with words, bad at coming up with things on the spot. Utterly humiliating garbage at lying, disadvantage and -5 on his deception checks. "I- I- um."

So, here's the other thing he's learned the hard way: after one too many slips of outright blurting the contents of those stolen memories to the people they belong to, he's come to the genius realization that people don't generally like it when their private moments are shoved into other people's brains like TikTok videos. Something about the existential dread of being known, maybe, or the fundamental right to privacy.

A complete stranger slash prisoner of war with a metal arm and a fist full of two fucking knives is probably not a person he wants to accidentally piss off.

So if he can't lie, and he can't tell the truth, what the hell is he supposed to say?

"I HAVE STUFF."

Ah, fuck. Fucking fuckity fuck sticks mcfucking fuckballs.

He hates himself so, so much sometimes.

Quick, Jack — try to salvage it. "Brain stuff."

Not better. That is not even remotely better.

"I mean- it's totally fine brain stuff. I'm not- crazy, or anything, it's not like- delusional psychotic murder brain stuff. Obviously. It's totally normal- well, it's not normal, there's no such thing as normal brain stuff, unless you- have a normal brain, I guess, in which case it isn't really stuff anymore, is it? It's just brain. Everybody has brain, because without brain- dead. But- sometimes my brain- does. Stuff. So. That's all. Don't worry about it. Is this a bad note to end on if I want to ask for my knife back?"
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[personal profile] freakymagoo 2024-11-20 05:51 am (UTC)(link)
Of all the things he could have said, and Bucky is endlessly patient waiting for Jack to find his words, proclaiming that he has 'stuff' using his outside voice isn't what Bucky could have anticipated. The attempt at further elaboration doesn't really bolster any confidence. Bucky has been told on multiple occasions and has come to accept that he sometimes has an unsettling, disconcerting sort of. Resting interrogation face. And it brings out the worst in others. But his eyebrows furrow even more and his head can't help but tilt ever so slightly as he tries to make sense of what Jack just rambled out.

"Okay."

That's all he says after a long, pregnant, almost excruciating silence. What else is there to say? He has crazy, abnormal brain stuff himself. And worse, he had delusional psychotic murder brain stuff not that long ago. Maybe he still does, and it's just buried deeper in there than ever before, but he thinks (or has been led to believe) he's been fixed. But he doesn't want to talk about his own brain stuff, with anyone. So the bare minimum is the complete lack of expectation that other people talk about their brain stuff with him.

"You almost put this in your eye and you could have dropped it in your foot," Bucky points out without physically offering the knife back. He doesn't think it's a good idea to hand it over. But he won't insist on holding onto it if Jack really wants it back. He doesn't seem to care that Jack might or might not be a danger to others - still too early to tell although he's clearly more than slightly eccentric - more so that Jack seems to present a danger to himself.